Mia moo we miss u !!

Mia when my blue skiesturn a darken shade of grey
I close my eyes and see you ,
then there's sunshine in my day
Your beautiful smile is rooted in my memory and in my heart
I could lose everything tomorrow but that, from me will never part
I know you are with me every daysending me signs that you are near
And at night, when I lay to sweetdreams song is what I hear
Your friend jade is now with you mia give her a hug and kiss from me
I know you're having fun in Heaven,Angel,
but how I miss you sitting on my knee
Until that day I can see you smile and hold you in my arms once more
The memories of you my little one give me hope, my heart's restored
Please continue smiling from Heaven sending your sunshine down each day
And Mia at night before I sleep
"I love you, Godspeed", is what I pray!



Be4 my sister had cancer!


Before my sister had cancer -
I never knew the importancy of life
or understood lab values I
didn't worry about whether
or not a cold could be fatal.
I never thought about relapse
or bone marrow transplants


Before my sister had cancer -
I never had to watch my mum
comfort her throwing up so
violently for so long
Or worry about mouth sores,
skin integraty or hearing loss

Before my sister had cancer -
I never had to think about
the doctors sedating her so
that they could do tests
I never imagined my sister
having a hickman line through
her little chest
Or that mum would have to
care for these and never let
them get wet

Before my sister had cancer -
I never felt my heart would
break into a million pieces
when noone could stop her hurt
I never looked into teary eyes
and tried so desperatly
to hold back my own tears.

Before my sister had cancer -
I never hugged her tightly
just because it might be
the last time.
I never thought about making
friends and the next time I saw them was at their own funeral

Before my sister had cancer -
I never thought that today could
quite easily be your last day
and it never crossed my mind
that Every week 10 children in the
uk are told that they have got
a monster growing inside there bodies
called cancer

Before my sister had cancer -
I never had to listen her scream
when a needle was stuck into her flesh
And then having to put on a brave face
to reassure her that it was all ok.
when all i wanted to do
was scream out "have mercy"

Our lives were so different before cancer came into them !